Akshaya Sundararajan
Mind is questioning...
Heart is struggling...
Mind wants to let go...
Heart wants to hold on...
Mind feels left out...
Heart is drenched in fear and huRrt...
Mind wants to breathe to escape breathlessness...
Heart aches with unhealed wounds... Mind feels trapped...
Heart feels unloved...
Mind is thirsty for freedom...
Heart is thirsty for love...
Mind knows it will meet rejection...
Heart wants to try harder holding on to the last bit of hope...
Mind in doubt wants to be selfish...
Heart full of love is always selfless...
Mind wants to drift apart...
Mind wants to rise from the dark...
Heart is scared to face the light...
Mind chants you are ugly...
Heart screams you are a beautiful soul...
Mind stands unkind to self...
Heart feels defeated and unloved hiding in the dark...
Heart wants to feel the feeling of being loved...
Akshaya Sundararajan
26 September 2021
Tongue is silenced
Self is caged.
Heart is wrenched
Body is commanded to adjust
Silent screams of heart are unheard
Tears are shed, dreams are shattered
Self is rising breaking the shackles
Body is threatened to be shamed
Heart is threatened to be stabbed.
Self is dragged through thorns
Emotions are held back, scars bleed
Breath is shallow
Lonely unloved heart is trying to embrace itself.
Akshaya Sundararajan
28 September 2021
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